2 weeks ago...

2 weeks ago today my mother had a massive stroke, I know that I wrote the world had changed. Then actually learning to live again in this changed world is hard, it is both painfully sad and stressful. My Husband Tony had tears in his eyes as he watched me lay on the floor and cry deeply Only just 2 weeks ago. He hated to see me hurt and wish he could simply fix my family so that we all didn't have to ever see our mother suffer like this. It was terrifying when she almost died a couple of times and even more tears fall when she has to struggle in her changed painful body. It was true for me to say nothing is going to be the same, There will be good things to learn and bad moments to take but it is hard for me to realize it was ONLY 2 weeks ago from today. so on this early morning I remember that raw fear in every tear I cried on the day the world had changed, 2 weeks ago....the longest time in my whole life.