.......and I never thought not ever once in my life that one of my brothers could die before me, never ever crossed my mind.
......and now I know how real of a possibility that can be, that it's Real, that it's possible to hurt so much for the rest of my life.
For almost 6 months ago looking back I can't let go! and actually, in all honesty I won't ever let go!!!!
I've got you Brother!