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<span style="font-size: large;">My mom said to me while we were shopping "I need to get Tony's Christmas present. What size is he?" I choked against the rack of ties, I couldn't tell her that he was with another woman as we were shopping in Kohl's. The store felt like a warehouse to me as I guided her in the wheelchair. We had gone shopping like this every Thursday for almost 3 years and now my whole world was crumbling down around me as I tried to keep with our schedule.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I stood there in a painful fog not sure how to reply to her then she asked "Why do you keep bumping into things?" I chuckled and explained that I am not myself today.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">In fact I will never be myself again.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I will never be Tony's partner like I had for 20 years. I had a hard time staying present with my mother in our shopping afternoon.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I couldn't find the words to explain any of this to her, she was delighted over getting out and about. I realized how painful it was all going to be when Tony leaves me and then I'll break the news to her and my father.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: large;">I felt deeply exhausted after caring for my mother and getting her settled back home again, so I went to find my brothers. I was carrying it all on my own, not sharing and not sure what to do next. <i>My husband was with another woman, my husband was with another woman.....</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"> When my brother Doug gave me a big greeting hug I felt a rush of pain and panic over come me.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I broke out into deep sobbing, I cried out <i>"I'm not going to make it another 40 years!" </i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My heavy broken heart simply let go in that moment of realizing I can't do this all alone.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My outburst was so powerful, so unexpected even to myself as my other brother Davey came running asking</span><span style="font-size: large;"> "What's happened Sis?"</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I gasped for air and realized I couldn't explain it, it hurt so much. </span><span style="font-size: large;">I looked at my worried brothers realizing that I needed their support, their friendship and their protection.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I explained to their worried looks "I am facing the battle of my life time right now, and I am not sure I am going to make it through. Can you be there for me my brothers?" They nodded in agreement and came together for a group hug as I calmed back down.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I use to say "If God knocked on my front door I would let him in."</span></i><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">On the day my husband said that he doesn't want to be married anymore I fell apart. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I spiraled out of control, I battled restless nights of no sleep while he was off with his new girlfriend in a nice hotel not far from our home. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I cried so much.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I called out for my husband but he wasn't there in our wide open home, I never thought it was possible to not have him be there in my life. I slid to the kitchen floor screaming out "Help me! Please God help me!" </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I was in pure shock.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My husband explained after he was refreshed, that he had not been happy with me for the last 8 years. That ever since my mother's stroke I wasn't the person he had married. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I was stunned.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I thought maybe I could fix our marriage, that I could fight for him and we would stay together for the greater good.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">In the moonlight, in the soft cool grass of my big backyard surrounded in gardens and fruit trees I fell into the earth, the soft dark ground sobbing out all my pain, letting out my fear. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">For I was loosing my husband, I was seeing evilness creep into my home and it was clearly destroying everything that was once good. I looked up into the wide open sky realizing I was all alone.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Under the stars I prayed, I begged God to help me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">In that moment I surrendered everything to the Lord, I was done trying to live life on my own terms. I prayed so sincerely, so gratefully and I left my old sense of self there in the bushy grass. I began feeling a new strength in me after I had prayed so much. I felt a warm glowing light in coming back to life as I pulled myself back up to my feet, I held my hands up towards the sky and I praised God for his salvation. In all my heart break, in all my crushing pain of being rejected by my husband, of seeing my home crumble, I prayed. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I prayed for help, for guidance and for a battle plan to win back my marriage. I knew in this moment I was fighting to save my husband. I understood that God didn't want me to just give up, to just lay down and cry.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I was overwhelmed with clarity in getting my house in order, in standing up for what was right. I was realizing I could do all things through Christ who strengthens me! I wasn't alone after all. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">My parents listened to me explain all of this in the next morning, as I shared with them how I had found God. How I was deeply sorry for hurting them and that I was trying to save my marriage.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My Mother reached for my hand saying "You fight! And tell Tony he needs Jesus too." I chuckled as tears rolled down my cheeks. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My father, who had been on edge with me at first, realized what I was sharing was very serious. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">He hugged me saying "Good Luck Baby girl."</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I left them feeling </span><span style="font-size: large;">empowered, I felt strong, I felt like I was apart of the winning side of this battle. It was a great start to the day ahead in facing my husband.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I kept saying to myself "The Lord is my light, the lord is the stronghold of my life.....of whom shall I be afraid."</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I had to face the battle of my life time. I wanted to help my husband and keep our home safe. I was readying for battle against another woman who I had misjudged in being my friend. I was ready to fight for my man, in holding strong to all the good in our last 20 years together. I felt like a warrior, I wanted to shine for the goodness of God!</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">.....And the battle was brutal, all the choices my husband made ruined everything. He destroyed our love, our home and our pets lives forever......when it was all over nothing was left.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I fought for him in every way with such unconditional love and grace that seemed so lost in all the craziness he created.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">During those long scary nights while he was away with his girlfriend, I spent my time fasting and praying. I truly believed that I could win because I had God's help through it all.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">And yet the battle was terrifying, with good verse evil, I battled to save my family, to save my home. I gave it my all!</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: large;">My whole world ended.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I woke up in the hospital to a nurse saying "You need to call your Father back." and suddenly I was scrambling awake to find a phone, in hearing my Dad's voice say "This is Del." I cried "Daddy, I don't know where I am." </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">He choked back "I'm coming Honey, I will be there as soon as I can." </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">As I wandered the hallway in my praying, in my confusion, I thought about how I had lost everything.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">At the first sight of my father coming through those hospital doors, I ran!</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I ran into my father's arms sobbing over the fact that I was never going to be the same.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> In my first 40 years I lived through traumas and tragedies. I had moments that taught me big important life lessons. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I've enjoyed sharing this blog about it all. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My life was made enjoyable in writing, in memories, in music and in being able to capture such a time in all these postings. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I am not that person anymore. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I am not going to be the wife of Anthony Shively.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Our love story ended tragically, Our shared life was not forever as I had thought it would be. I realize now that God is the only thing that will be forever. He's love and grace will help me heal from all of this.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">In my next 40 years I will be rebuilding my life, </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I will be trusting, </span><span style="font-size: large;">honoring, and serving God. I have never known such joy! </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">For He knocked at the door of my heart and I let him in.....</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">The glory I see in this world comes from the love that God has for us and the saving grace of Jesus. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I am in pure awe over my journey. <b> </b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>I was lost, but now I am found.</b></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i> </i></span><span style="font-size: large;"><i>"But Friends, that's exactly who we are; children of God.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>and that's only the beginning. Who knows how we'll end up! What we know is that when Christ is openly revealed, we'll see him. All of us who look forward to his coming stay ready, with glistening purity of Jesus' life as a model for our own." </i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I walk in the light.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I think of the good things God has given me.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I am struggling with finding my worth, my value and my purpose.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I have lost everything, my husband left then our home came crumbling down after him.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I stayed awhile in the hospital deeply broken, and crushed into tiny pieces. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I dreamed of an army coming through the darkness....</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"> ......I walk in the light, full of hope that God has saved me!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Today is the celebration of love.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Tony and I never missed a valentines day.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">We celebrated our love last year by cooking a nice meal from shopping together playfully at the Boise Co-op. We had donuts with coffee there after getting all our favorite things. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">That day was spent being cozy in our home with good foods cooking up with so much love.....just one year ago.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">We never missed Valentines day for 20 years.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Tony and I believed in honoring all the holidays, in keeping traditions and sharing our lives. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: large;"> .....Then the day came that Tony couldn't take it anymore, he told me that he had a girlfriend and he wanted a divorce.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My whole world came crashing down, it will never be the same ever again. For I loved him fully and completely, we got married to this song and shared in such an awesome marriage! </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I will miss all that we had...this is the first V-day without him...but</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I will always celebrate and honor love.</span><br />
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Debsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00773133330337879303noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2895260621129678703.post-36467434008392084972020-01-27T23:25:00.000-08:002020-01-28T09:43:43.066-08:00Lauren Daigle - You Say <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: large;">Today I turn 41 years old.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I still believe my 4th decade will be amazing, it will be full of celebrating life!</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I still have a joyful soul and happy spirit after having been crushed, and so badly broken.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I still choose good after living through such evilness, my husband said he saw evilness in our backyard while he was high on mushrooms and I was alarmed by that so I said a little prayer to rid the evilness from my land yet it consumed my home destroying everything in the end.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I am so grateful that God was with me through it all.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I see God's wonders and awesomeness in everything beautiful for my future! </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Thank you Jesus for conquering evilness so that we can celebrate new life every new day!</span><br />
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Debsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00773133330337879303noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2895260621129678703.post-20282464173288766162019-12-24T12:16:00.001-08:002019-12-24T12:16:18.279-08:00My Everyday<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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}(document, 'script', 'facebook-jssdk'));</script><span style="font-size: large;">Where ever my husband and I lived or stayed I called it home even if it was just a week long rental by the Coeur d'alene lake. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">My husband, HE was my home.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">The years of a shared life had moments of great delight. When he would panic or freak out over something I would be calm and encouraging then when I would freak out he would take charge and all was right with the world when we were together, when we were home. The holidays have been so hard this year as the first without my husband, my home.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">My everyday life was once so strong and focused because he was there in all the big and little ways we shared our lives.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I truly lived for the evenings he came home from work to tell me all about it and eat together wonderful meals I had cooked up! </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Now I am in transformation.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I have to become at home with just myself since I lost the compass and the love I lived by with him at my side in my everyday life.....</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">These first holidays without my home are the hardest days I have ever lived through, but I know in the new year there are new possibilities that I am ready for!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">No matter where you go or where you are.....Know this, you will always be in my heart. </span><div>
<span style="font-size: large;">I thought you were my hardest goodbye ever but there are no goodbyes with us.</span><div>
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I married my best friend.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">This is a beautiful song that applies to my life exactly right now.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">This divorce is a separation from my best friend that I never saw coming. I never ever worried about this happening before and now here it is.....</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">We break so hard. We've broken from each other.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">This month has been a very powerful for me as everything is different now. I am letting it go now with the words of this song and the beautiful way it plays out.....</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Goodbye to my married self. Hello to my individual self. </span><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">I can always see my husband's smiling face again in my dreams.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">I can always remember what it was like when it was so good, so right with the dream of life.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">I can always heal from all of this pain with the help of music, God and the wisdom of my dreams.</span></i><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">It has been a hard month of October in learning how to live without my husband anymore.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I have been grateful to have family support.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I have been feeling so loved by all my friends.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">It's so important to be healthy. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I have found that if you eat right you feel right, if you break from food your body can rest a little. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">This is great information to fighting sickness or cancer, being strong and healthy comes from understand the food we eat. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I am grateful for this nice young man and all his videos about nutrition. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">This country side is magnificent! I get to walk along such beauty, My mom told me how her father planted that tree and it did so good that now it's huge and strong. I love thinking about my Grandparents as I walk, for I miss them so much! </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Being among such nature while in all of my grief. I am going through a divorce so I am grateful to enjoy such wide open sky and fresh air!</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I can find such comfort here.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Being married with Oscar was the very best life we could of created!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I am in awe that I got to live such good times every single day!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I love him so, He always brought a smile to my husband's face too! He is now with my husband as comfort through this divorce and I am glad they have each other.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">We did good together in honor of 13 years with Oscar! </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> Lakeview fruit stand is my favorite place to shop! Located in Nampa Idaho. The country side drive is wonderful! My Mom and I went this summer quite a few times and it was fun!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Life is sweet when you can get such good jams. jellies and syrups from local produce!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">My fall didn't turn out the way I am use to doing harvest and baking. But life is sweet when I remember this past summer of so many delights as these!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: large;">Life in truth, I never knew my marriage could end. I believed in forever after yet now I see the truths.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Life happens to shift and change, marriages live and die the same days. I am aware now.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I love my humor, It's fun to be clever!</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I love all the different personalities in my big family.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I love how good it is to laugh, to joke and to connect to others.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I love this TEDTALK on humor and why our society isn't working like it use to.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I love how humor is helping me right now.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"> It's important to laugh whenever you can!</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I have so much love to give, so much life to still live!</span><br />
<i><span style="font-size: large;"> It's the journey that teaches us what is important to us in the end.</span></i><br />
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Debsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00773133330337879303noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2895260621129678703.post-8899610141911500722019-10-18T08:24:00.000-07:002019-10-18T08:24:48.738-07:00Life I feel<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: large;">I think I feel so much at once at times, I am getting better and noticing where I feel in my body. This isn't the life story I wanted, I always thought Tony and I would be together for all of life. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Yet now that is not the case, I think what Dr. Joan Rosenberg is explaining all of this perfectly.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I love my feelings, my present moment of gratefulness.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">My kitchen was my favorite room in my home so naturally I took pictures last month before my husband shared that he was in a relationship with his co-worker. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">Before my whole world crumbled into pieces. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Before my kitchen days ended.</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">This was my whole world for awhile...</span></div>
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My fruit trees from my kitchen window was my favorite thing to see every morning and every time I looked out the windows....In the last days I was drinking my coffee all alone a sign now I realize but these windows were my distractions while talking to my pets before starting the new day..... I will miss that life.</span> </div>
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">I didn't want any of this to happen, yet My husband is moving on so I need to remember the earth and the sun will never leave me in such a shocking way.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-size: large;">I truly love this song now as it makes so much more sense to me, I love nature, I deeply love this whole world!</span></i><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"> "Perhaps you never thought about it, but on one level or another all of us are masters. We are masters because we have the power to create...."</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>My husband Tony and I met every Saturday morning during the years we were dating at the Roasterie coffee house in Caldwell Idaho to study this book together, we had our own copies and each week we read one chapter to come back in discussing and debating it thoroughly. </i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>We've been married now over 16 years in our tough times we made references back to this book and in our good times we would read out loud to each other a paragraph from this book. I am in awe of this book and always will be.</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i>I will miss my husband, he wants a divorce now.</i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>I don't want it because I love him as my husband and the life we created, we shared. </i></span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>So now I will miss all of that and I will move on in time as I heal now. But this book was a great start to our 20 years together. And I will always live my life with LOVE first.</i></span></div>
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Debsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00773133330337879303noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2895260621129678703.post-80311739641754233642019-10-14T07:37:00.002-07:002019-10-14T07:38:24.765-07:00Life in Strength<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: large;">When I think of my Brother Derek I feel stronger for all I am facing right now in my life. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">My other 3 "baby" brothers have been there for me as I healed from my traumas. They have been wonderful and protective in their great supportive, even my sister Dana has come around in being there for me right now and my heart is full of such awe and such gratefulness!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">My parents and my siblings are all here for me, I am deeply thankful to be apart of this family! </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">When I awake to take on a new day pictures of Derek fill my mind and I grow stronger to face the unknown days ahead. Derek sure lived a great life! I feel inspired by his memories! I feel safe with my parents as I face this divorce that my husband wants.</span></div>
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